Para mí un verdadero amigo es alguien que no habla detrás de su espalda. Alguien que quiere que usted alcanzar su máximo potencial y no te arrastre hacia abajo. Un amigo a mi es alguien que sabe de me creencias religiosas y las normas y no se molesta cuando no puedo hacer algo o me empuja hacerlo. De hecho ellos me apoyan con mi decisión. Un verdadero amigo también le consuela a uno cuando está abajo. Ellos son su apoyo y becon. Yo si tengo poso amigos como asi pero son muy duros a encontrar y lo les valoro mucho.

I made a tumblr. I like tumblr but I also like blogger.com.

Never have I felt so alone in society and so close to God till now.

haha i found this funny

"this body is a temple and you ain't got no recommend."


The 13th Article of Faith requires me to ask you out ("If there is anything virtuous, lovely or of good report, or praiseworthy, we seek after these things.")


What's your favorite Temple? Because you're mine!


God was just showing off when He made you.


Are you a gadiaton robber? Because u just stole my heart. 


Is your name virtue? Cause you garnish my thoughts.


Are you the iron rod? Cause I wanna hold onto you for the rest of eternity.


I want to be like the Spirit, to be with thee whithersoever thou goest.


 Do you go to EFY? Cause I'm Especially For You.


Even with the Liahona, I get lost in your eyes.


Are you a R.M.? Cause you're Rightfully Mine!


Me without you is like a nerd without braces, A shoe without laces, aSentenceWithoutSpaces.


If beauty were time, you'd be eternity. 


If I were a stoplight, I'd turn red every time you passed by, just so I could stare at you a bit longer.


Your eyes are blue, like the ocean, and I'm lost at sea. 


I hope you know CPR, cause you take my breath away!


I never need to see the sun again because your eyes light up my world.


Were you in Boy Scouts? Because you sure have tied my heart in a knot. 

When I look at the old posts I think what a dweeb. I see insecurities beyond belief. I want to become better now. I want to turn  a new leaf and start off new. And that's what I'm going to do even though I will still have to face problems from the past I know that I can do it now. Now I know for certain that my Heavenly Father loves me and always will no matter what I do. I just have to come unto him for forgiveness with a pure intent in heart and he will remember my sins no more. If he didn't love me I wouldn't have been put on this earth. Heavenly Father has put stumbling blocks in my way to make me stronger and into the person he wants me to become.

A walk to Remember (quotes)

"I might kiss you" "I might be bad at it"

"I told you not to fall in love with me."

Money

Why is money always an object? I live in a middle class family. I like my life its comfortable. I understand we don't have everything, but its better then living in the projects. People in the projects would kill to live the way Middle Class people do. So Dad why can't you be happy with what you have? If we need a little extra money take some part time jobs or I can work just convince mom to let me work during the school year. Money is important to a point but in an instant it can all be gone and what you have left is your family. So isn't it better to have a good relationship with your family who you'll be with all eternity, then money that can burn and shrivel in a second.

I have a boyfriend his name is Marc. He's a really sweet guy. He's really into music. It's his life he knows all these great bands. But he listens to them for their instrumentation. He's not like me I listen to the lyrics and go into depth of what they mean. Haha we are very different people. I still have to get to know him better. I know that his favorite color is purple and that his birthday is this month and I don't know when. Which is sad because I should know. I also know that he doesn't like to dance. He writes music. But the problem is I don't feel like we are dating or that he's my boyfriend. I just feel like we are friends who just have an awkward annoying title. XP I don't know if I will feel that he is my boyfriend, but I guess its ok because then I won't freak out about being in a relationship. When I'm around Marc I want to be a better person. That's what I like about him.

I was tempted

Today I went swimming at a friends house. There was a guy there who graduated a while ago. He went to my high-school. He's eighteen. He's tall and sweet. He was my best friend my freshman year. I would go over his house to get away from my parents and just sleep there.( I used to have a crush on him) I saw him today this is the second time I saw him this summer. I was confused because he seemed like he was  into me. So I acted pretty weird and pushed him away. But he said I was cute it made me blush what a nerd right. He would pick me up and throw me into the pool. And he would get really close and hug me. It was nice because I missed those types of hugs. But I would push away. He also wrapped his legs around me. I felt safe and scared at the same time because he could easy do what ever he wanted with me. (He is stronger then me and twice my size.) I kinda wanted to kiss him for just making me feel special. I haven't felt that way in a while. But haha probably not going to see him for the rest of the summer. He said he was going to Florida he offered to take me with him. I would say yes, but that would be difficult with my parents. (they wouldn't let me go with him :( )

Not Fair

I'm just a joke to you.
You order me around expect me to listen
I used to look up to you admire you
but then I relized you don't listen to me
you just see what you want to see
you don't see that I'm unhappy
whenever I tell you something it goes in from one ear out the other
you tell me I can't hang out with people because you don't like my friends
you constantly say its to late to go out but that it's ok for my younger brother to go out but not me
don't you understand how much you frustrate me
I've been taking care of myself since I was little
you guys were never there when I needed you
and your never there now
When I cry you look the other way
I stop eating you tell me that I'm fat
I cut myself you yell at me for drawing on myself
There's so many times I want to scream
I question why I am here
I question why you say your my parents when you don't act like it.
Your just people who stop me from living life.

yep this week sucks. from being sick. to losing a best friend. to having a wasp in your room. and crying n still being sick yep it really does suck

Mucous

Mucous is gross
Mucous is Yellow
and being sick is very mellow
I wish I could go outside and play
without coughing up a glob of yellow.

Gahh XP read if you must but it's a fail

I miss the love notes.
I miss the touch.
I miss the secret glances
the inside jokes.
The stupid little arguments.
The little competitions.
The way I would get you
to spill a secret.
And how even when I messed up
and made a mistake
you would always looked at me
with those loving eyes
and try to make everything okay.

Kiss

A kiss is something not to be messed around with. It says so many things words can't describe and so many different meanings depending on the time.

We Came As Romans - To Plant A Seed (Video)

This music video has a good meaning behind it

Beloved- Tenth Avenue North

This song is supposed to be a love song from god. But if you take god out of the picture you can see a guy singing this to a girl he loves.

BTW Mice and Men is not only a book but its also a band for all you people out there who don't know.

My tummy

So here's the low down I never know when I'm hungry. The only way I know I'm hungry is when I feel dizzy, pain in my stomach, or I get heart burn. I have a pretty weird acid reflects don't I. But I also can't over eat or else haha major tummy ache. My mom says its because I'm not used to eating alot, but ehh its whatever. So yeah right now my tummy hurts so I must get food. But the weird thing is my body has been demanding food a lot more then usual oh well.

Of Mice And Men - Second and Sebring (video)

<3

"But love is blind, and lovers cannot see 
The pretty follies that themselves commit."
~William Shakespeare