When I look at the old posts I think what a dweeb. I see insecurities beyond belief. I want to become better now. I want to turn  a new leaf and start off new. And that's what I'm going to do even though I will still have to face problems from the past I know that I can do it now. Now I know for certain that my Heavenly Father loves me and always will no matter what I do. I just have to come unto him for forgiveness with a pure intent in heart and he will remember my sins no more. If he didn't love me I wouldn't have been put on this earth. Heavenly Father has put stumbling blocks in my way to make me stronger and into the person he wants me to become.